Ah I am Human

I feel empty in the crowd,
Can't bear the loneliness,
It is me the weird one here,
Why is that?
I don't know,
Everything seems to be not in its place,
Such thing like light is not shine as its own,
It's no one fault,
It is me being the strange one,
Can't see what everyone are seeing,
Can't feel what everyone are feeling,
It's no one fault,
It's just me being lonely,
No one to talk to,
Can't speak up,
Everything is burried deep inside,
It'll never go up, "I should just give up"
The side of mine who scared of being hurt told me that,
That words make it even worst,
Because the other side just keep on silence,
Keep on waiting for miracle to come,
It's hurt,
But also grateful for the pain, "Ah, it makes sure I'm a human"
It's just natural,
As time pass me by,
Will the pain gone?
Will the emptiness become fullness?
Will the loneliness become happiness?
Can time tell me the answer?