If You are Still Alive

Today, if you are still alive, you'll have a 31st birthday celebration.
The one and only regret I have in my life is your death.
You are so young at that time.
And very handsome.
I wonder what will happen if you still alive.
I'm sure I will never be the "me" right now.
I'm sure that there's a lot of thing wouldn't be happen in my life.
You, who make me want to fight everything.
If I could, I want to switch with you.
Happy 31st Birthday, Dotu.
Always watch over me from there.
Wait for me in our afterlife.
I'll make sure, I'll find you. And make you fall in love with me.