I Don't Know Where to Share My Feeling

When I was going to write on facebook, there are you, my friends, my family, my relatives, everyone knows me. They'll know right away what my feeling right now.
I want to share it with my writing. I don't want anybody to comment, I don't want anybody to know my true feeling. It because the feeling I feel right now is loneliness and sadness.
I don't know why, but I keep feeling like this for awhile now. After that time, when I confess to you and have no respones from you. The truth is, I am afraid, I'm worried, I'm scared. I know the absolute answer I'll receive. It really make me sad.
I don't want to be negative but what you show me tell me everything. What your aswer will be.
If I could ask you, please tell me what I should do to make you fall in love with me. Except my appearance, I'll do everything. What kind of woman do you like, I'll try to become one. But if you could please, let me be my self. I want you to love me for what I am, not for what I'll be done for you.
I want you to accept me the way I am now.
It may be wrong.
What should I do to make you fall for me? No. There's absolutely nothing I can do. I know that. I sense that kind if feeling. It really is sad. But, I can't do anything. I want to save my own self.
I don't want to running away anymore but my instinct always tell me to save myself.
My inner self crying.
It really sad. I want to cry but tears won't come out.
A person like me to  fall in love with an amazing person like you, it's just too imposible to be realized. I feel sorry for you. (｡-_-｡)