Again! A Strange Dream Came to Me

A sign-like dream came to me.
It was strange.
My night full with dream these pass few days.
The other day,
I dreamt about the person I like honding my hand.
The after that,
I dreamt about my friend dan her family visit my house (hideout).
And just a while ago, a dream about my own self.
In my dream,
I lock the house door of my family house (my brother's house),
First, I lock the front door,
then maybe side door,
And then, I lock the back door.
All I could think in my dream, I lock the door so that there'll be way my father can enter the house because we leaving the house.
Just like how my mother did (in real life).
What is that suppose to mean?

Then, in my dream,
I was carrying a big basket with green things on my head.
While carrying thing, I walk on a small soil path
I was watched by someone from the back, but I feel like the watcher is me. Because I could see myself walking that path.
The path I was walking on is a small soil path with a lot of plant.
On the right side, there's a hill,
And on the left side there's a cliff.
Some of the things I was carrying fell to the ground.
I was angry to my mother who walked with me on the right, I told her help me take the things that fell back to the basket on my head.
I was angry because the things on my head was too many and heavy.
I couldn't take that fell things by my own self.
After my mother put the fell things to its place, I saw a path in front of me.
It was a bridge with a single and small wood and pipe(?).
That bridge connect a soil I stand and an island-like in front of me.
In my heart, with afraidness and anxiety,
"I have to walk that brigde" I said.
Then, without anymore long-thinking, I walked on that brigde.
While walking, I could hear the sound of waves, and I could see cloude.
Because it was really high.
Under me was a deep cliff,
But, I passed that bridge without problem.
It was a neverland-like island, or sangri-la-like (?).
Because the land is so high.

In that island, without anything on my head,
I walked on a road.
As I walk, the road I was walking on gradually higher to the top.
When I was at the top, I was standing while gaze to the sky.
Blue sky with a lot of cloude.
Then my eyes notice a moon-like thing hanging on the sky.
Was it a meteor?
It was round and rough.
I was about to take my phone, thinking that I'll take a photo of that thing while thinking of Masa.
I was thinking to show that thing to him.
That thing the slowly fell.
"Eh? It's falling!" I shout with panic.
I was thinking, what will happen if that moon-like thing fell to the ground?
But, that thing was falling slowly as it pass a club of cloude, gradually it looks bigger, and stop falling as it near the ground.
Then, that's the end of my dream.

I think, I understand what the meaning of that dream. I think, I am now, will somehow face my destiny. I'll walk a path that is fragile, dangerous, small, I'm afraid, scared, but I can evantually pass it to that island.
But, is it true? Is it really like that?
It is a sign from God.
I don't mind walking on that path, as long as I can pass every cliff, every waves, the hardness, afraidness, everthing.
To be with you (?).
The person I like.

I don't know why, but deep inside my heart I feel like you are the person who is destinied by redstring with me.
The person I was waiting my whole life.
But, I don't make any progress.
We don't make any progress.
So, what should I do?
Am I exaggerating thing?
Don't you have the same feeling?
Is it only on my mind?
Just my fantasy?
I'm afraid of having high hopes.
What should I do?