Even though I think about it hundreds time, I couldn't find the answer. When is the right time to confess your feeling to the person you love? Will it make any change if I confess in a rainy day, or in a day with a fine breeze, or in a day when the sun shine brightly? Will the answer change?
I think, nothing's change. The more I think about it, the more I get curious, the more I get scared, and the more I get clueless.
Because the answer is in your heart, not in your mind. To answer a confession is not a brain job, it's the heart. That's why, there's something that will never change. It is what people keep in the heart. Feeling.
I came to that conclusion after a really long time thinking, and then recall a lot of thing that happened. But, actually, I know that from the start.
I was running away. Too scared to get a rejection but at the same time I want to be accepted. Then I ran away. I want to delay one or two things that problably happen, and think again about it properly. And the loop once again. The more I think about it, the more I get curious. What the hell. The answer is not in me. It's in the person I wanted to confess to. So, there's no use to only think about it.
That's why, the useless me, the clueless me, will now stop to run away. I will face reality, and find the answer. Even though I don't know what will happen to me after this. So, let it be. I will not complain. I will accept it.
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